I know I blog a lot about dating, but I can't stop. It's an addiction. Maybe I should see a therapist about this addiction. Great idea! Today's blog is about going on a date with a therapist. The hardest thing to decide is what to do, since any choice I make is bound to be deconstructed as to which childhood memory is the underlying reason, as to why I made the choice.
Movie? Well, classic form of avoidance and escape. I dont have to use my words, nor look her in the eyes......Seems like the easy thing to do, using escape, as an escape.
Go to a play? I feel like this is a trick. This might be her trying to use role playing to understand me better? I can just see the conversation after. Date, "How did the ending of the play make you feel?". Me - "Hungry". Is it weird that the person you are dating carries sock puppets around in her purse?
Drinks? Of course she would want to drop my guard like a bad habit. Drinks would be a crafty way for her to see the "real" me, and that is counterintuitive to lesbian 101. We typically like to wait at least 3 years after firmly planting the roots of the relationship, to start showing your partner who you really are.
Dog walk - She is going to know that I am a conformist and afraid to be different, as two lesbians walk a yellow dog at the park. Fears of acceptance?
I think I will settle on some emotional eating...and just do dinner. This whole thing makes me sick just thinking about it, though. Now, I am worried that I will have projectile projection, right at the dinner table.
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